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Eien-no-utahime

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Hi there,

To come straight to the point, I have neither written nor submitted much recently because I´m quite busy at the moment. That´s also why I don´t have the time to search for ideas for new pictures or like and comment that other peoples pictures that often. It´s just that I noticed that more and more of you turn away from me and that leaves me quite sad. I know that I should do more and take the free time I have to invest into the little artsense I have and into the community here, trying to establish friendships instead of staying mostly for myself like I did until now. I´m really sorry for that. I don´t have the spirit to be an artist who publishes often and engages much with the community. I´ve never been that way. I just hope that you can bear with me for just a little longer because I consider closing my account down.
I also apologize for being a bad group admin. Already shortly after I made the group I felt that I´m not made for this but was too proud to admit it. Inspiring people, get them fired up, satisfy you, the group´s contributors, by holding art contests and stuff like that. I just can´t do it. I don´t think that I can grow into this role and fill it properly. And even if some won´t believe it, to say the truth, I´m also too shy in front of others and too afraid of the internet to do that.
If someone currently in Draw`N`Kaleid is willing to take the group over, please say so in the comments. It would make me sad to see it just dissolving as if it had never existed. I think it cannot go on like this and I´d be happy if somebody could make the group a place everyone likes and where its members feel like a community. I know this is wish-thinking, I don´t know how this group spirit feels normally in other groups but I´d love for you all to feel a bit home in it. Like when you´re with good friends.
Dang, I´m gettin´ far too cheesy again, sorry *sighs*

Stay happy and healthy and have a good new year,
                                                                         Eien-no-utahime
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Confused

1 min read
Hey guys!
I´ve got a short question: When I (finally) wanted to change my username I found that:
"there is a "fee" associated with the change is because switching usernames is a complex technical process that can create confusions for fellow deviants.)  Once changed, your previous username will redirect to your new profile."
Just wanna know if that means that I have to pay extras money besides having a PM (thank you again Joe-Maccer ;) )
Do any of you know that? Would really appreciate if someone of you helped me out :D
Hope t hear of you, (still) Eien
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Hello Everyone! :D
This journal´s purpose is to thank Joe-Maccer for giving me a Premium Membership for one month!!:happybounce: By that now I can change my username.:la::party: Joe-Maccer, thank you soooooo much for giving me this PM, I really appreciate it. Because I´m somewhat nervous about changing my name, I also wanted to announce it previously. By that I also want to make sure that noone of my friends in here has a problem with this name, though I can´t imagine a problem with it at the moment. So, to come to the point, my new name would be Crux-Aeterna. I appreciate every honest comment(please nothing like "what a shitty name") and if someone really has an issue with this name or feels opposed by it, please write it and I´ll think either about another name or stay with my old one. I don´t want to offend anyone, just wanna express myself.
Lots of hugs and a nice day to everyone wishes
                                                                    Eien-no-utahime
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Annoying Issue

2 min read
Hello everyone,
This is my first journal entry in which I am really really really annoyed :/ I know already that nobody's interested in my journals because I haven't had any comments once. Actually this comes in handy now because I know you would be annoyed if you read how I just blow off steam (what I am actually doing by writing this just now). Problem is, that in my opinion a username is something belonging to personality, interests and character. Therefore it's not only very important because it shows others who we are, but it's also expressing how we see ourselves. That's why I think everyone should be able to change ones username, to express feelings or interests. I know that changing it every day would be confusing and so on. Therefore I think that the dA rule that one can change his/her username only once in six months is pretty handy. But what makes me so upset is that only Premium members are allowed to change their username at all. After a lot of changes in my life I found a name that, in my opinion, is reasonable and describes my personality the way it is. But when I wanted to change it I found out that only Premium members are allowed to. Is everything a matter of money today? :tears: That's all I wanted to say, knowing that I can because noone will read it.
Greetings, Eien-no-utahime (who actually isn't Eien-no-utahime anymore)
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Hey, some journal entry again :D

This time I have a request for anybody seeing this journal. I momentanously have a little blockage in my head, not giving me any ideas what could put into my kaleidoscope. So, if anybody has an idea or something he/she would love to see or just wants to help me, please leave a comment. I cannot promise that I can do all of the comments because if there are things like "a kangaroo" I would have to get someone else´s picture (e.g. find someone who is okay with using his pics/photos, what sometimes is really hard). There are awefully some things I can´t take photos of myself :O I will still try to do my best, so when anybody has a request, I´d love to do it :dummy: I appreciate any help!!!
Looking forward to (hopefully) some comments    Eien-no-utahime
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